The End of One Thing, And Beginning of Another

It has been a couple of days since I broke up with my girlfriend. It came out of nowhere. One day we are a very happy couple, the next day she said she can't be with me anymore. Devastating? indeed. Like most of the human being in the surface of this planet has been through.
I may sound desperate, but I can't help it. That is how I feel right this moment. Desperate.
We are in the 7th month of our relationship. We were going out after I got out of 2 terrible relationship, the first one I dated for 3 years and she slept with 3 other persons during that 3 years without I ever know. The second one I dated just for 2 moth, this one got some issues. Her father passed away when she was two, so she ended up growing craving for attention. Absolutely annoying.
But her, she is the best. We never argued in that 7 months even once. I like everything she likes, and she likes everything I like, and the other way around. So I've been feeling so comfortable with her. But suddenly out of nowhere, she told me that her mother didn't approved our relationship. She said she doesn't want to see her mother upset because of her. So, that's it. It's the end of my greatest relationship by far. -_-, but funnily I don'y feel much desperation til 3 days after the break up, which is yesterday. And I have been so til now.
Hollow, desperate, wew.... keep tellin myself to be positive, but no result yet. Time....Time must be the essence.... I hope my mood can change soon. Got to get up of this hell of misery.
So, I have been feeling so lonely, and then decided to write a blog in order to get rid of this loneliness.... But it hasn't worked either....... Still lonely as before....
This has been the worst couple of months in my life. Moved to a new office couple of months ago, finding myself ended up in a hell on earth. Got a new boss, which I always pictured as bald "predator", and my boss's  boss "the medusa". Two most unbelievable boss i have ever had, been trying to look for new job ever since and haven't got one. And my only consolation after a bad day (unfortunately everyday is a bad day in my office) is her smile, which now I don't have anymore........... T_T Darn.............
Argh.... almost forgot, today is christmas..... when everybody else enjoy their holiday with their family and loved ones, I, me, myself, sitting alone in front of my Computer without any companion. I Though I could spent a beautiful christmas with her, but now.... T_T.... alone.... 500 miles from home....... Darn........ Please, oh please..... get me out of this hole of miserability. Let me begin a better tomorrow.......